Sorry for the length but please read the whole thing if you can.
Okay so to start off, I have a boyfriend and I would say he is the first guy I have ever had really serious
feelings for. He is kind and sweet and caring and we have a really special connection. He makes me feel like no one else ever has... Or... So I thought. So we have been dating for like two months, but he has only been my boyfriend for a week and a half, and it has always been extremely passionate when I am with him and I just loved spending time with him. There were even several times I have felt like I really must be in love with him and must tell him.
But, yesterday, I went to one of his sporting events for the first time, and I brought a friend. This would be the first time I would meet any of his friends and the first time he would meet any of mine. When I saw him, he was with his friends, and I introduced him to my friend, but it was just so awkward and weird. Him and his friends were just acting like weirdos, and I felt so out of place. He didn't even really introduce me as his girlfriend, and I don't know.. I guess I kind of like the thought of being shown off at least a little... and I felt like no one really knew why I was there. The whole situation just felt really uncomfortable and off and I just felt like I didn't really know how to act around him and the whole thing was just annoying and frustrating to me.... Don't get me wrong.. It wasn't one of those things where is was like "he is such a jerk around his friends", because he wasn't at all he acted the same... But different... It's so hard to explain but the whole thing just felt off and I just felt like I wanted to leave.
Then they had to leave, and to make things even better, my friend had to disapprove of him and constantly tell me how WEIRD she thinks he is, and she just kept saying "omg he's so weird he's such a weirdo..." And it just hurt because I wanted her to approve of him. I felt like she didn't even give him a chance and she just shot him down right away without really getting to know how he is as a person, and I was a little offended by that. All of my friends are a lot like the friend I brought with me to the event so that means probably none of them will like him...
It got a tiny bit better as the night went on, but everything still felt so out of place when I was with him, which didn't make sense because I thought I loved him... Also at the game he told me he had to tell me something, but when I asked what he got all weird and said he will tell me another time... So then I went home and said goodbye, and we didn't kiss or hold hands all night.. Only hugged to say hello and goodbye.. Which also bothered me slightly. So then he told me over text that he wanted to tell me in person but he can't wait any longer.. So then he told me.. He is madly in love with me.. Over text!!! I didn't even know what to say... He said he gets too nervous in person to tell me... But I was so disappointed, because that is something I feel like should be so much more special. I just said I'm honored he feels that way but I'm not really sure about those feelings for me yet. I don't know.. Everything yesterday went wrong for me... And I feel like he thinks everything went perfect and doesn't have a clue, but I don't get how he can't tell... Because it was so obvious the whole night was weird!! Help what do I do?? How should I feel about this? Please help I really really need advice!!