Hi there, um, so yeah. I need some advice thats why i have posted ; v ;
Basically, there is this guy that i think i like but i dont know if this is just a crush or if i really like him.
I have known him for about, um, 4 years? and i think we get along well! He asked me out once but after a day i broke up with him. i was scared because all my friends wouldnt stop teasing me and i felt really uncomfortable. But now, i think i really really like him.
For example, if i hear his name i would react and look for him, if i were to enter a room where i know he would be in i would search for him, and if i spot him i would subconsciously stare at him before resuming activities.
Im the type who tends to tease the people i like the most, so i end up tackling him to say hi, messing up his hair and calling him names as well as have some banter with him. so i am sure i like him more than acquaintances. Another thing is that once i stole his coat and wore it through a whole lesson-- i know, im weird right? of course he knew i did this but couldnt be bothered to take it back pft.
Even my friends have commented on how touchy feely we get ; /// ;
However, the thing is, he is quite the pervert and a weirdo. Of course i am really weird myself and a bit of a perv too, but since hes like that i dont know if he would hug me and tell me he loves me if we ever dated, he might just become a hungry wolf or something... But i know how funny and nice he is so i dont know..
Pluuuus, since i am 15, we only have half a year left before we leave school and go our separate ways, so i dont know if i should even try...
I have read articles on the internet about crushes and such, so right now i am feeling very paranoid. I dont know if i really like him or if i am just infatuated. If it turns out i was just infatuated, then as soon as a few days past if we begin to date i would not feel anything anymore and i dont want that. Especially since i broke up with him before. I think i hurt him but we are still quite good friends.
When i think of him sometimes my heart would ache but i dont know...
GAH what do you guys think? is this a crush or am i in love? should i ask him and confess? or keep it to myself??
i dont know what to do q u q
thank you before hand for any advice//