I am one of the few guys who hates porn and is against sexual objectification of anyone. My girlfriend and i have been together 2 years and started dating because of my views on women. She used watch porn all too often. Throughout our relationship it has been a problem because she would say that she will stop and many times she has been caught doing it again. I can understand that anyone would want to have their special time and get it out of they way when they need to. But she would look at pictures, videos, and gifs of categories specified to "large penises" "Girls being surprised by large penis" "cumming on girls". All sexually towards the size of a mans penis, and she woudl spend HOURS sometimes more than 5 hours nonstop. I found all this through internet history, and now she conceals it far too much. She says she does not watch it anymore, and now she is so careful, even if she was i dont think i would find out. She has lied so many times before, so i have trouble believing that she isn't. I want to trust her so badly, but he disappoints me too often. Now recently I have found out she purchased some vibrators, movies, and a male sex toy, sort of like a fleshlight. She bought it 2 months ago. She has kept it hidden. I don't like sex toys either and she said she would never buy one, so i could understand why she would hide that from me when she bought it, but she bought a male sex toy 2 months ago. At first i thought maybe she wanted to try to convince me to get into sex toys, but it has been so long. Is she cheating on me? She has no use for that toy but specifically bought it, and also she has bought more porn which she had promised for the 100th time she wouldn't watch.

Pretty much I don't know what to do anymore. I need some serious advice on what to do, or how to even bring this up to her. I don't even know if i can talk to her because she will lie about how she feels. She would look up those huge dongs videos for hours and tell me "Oh i just like to look at all types of porn". The first time i even confronted her about those specifically she said "huge dicks gross me out", and now she has come to admit "Well, its like how a guy likes big boobs, women like big dicks". She denies it completely at the start and then changes it. How can i trust anything she says and believe she is not a whore.