There's this guy who liked me during our JC days, but after spending some time with him, I realised we would be better off as friends. Hence, i tried to distance myself from him. Didn't want to lead him on. After A levels, we started talking more again and i told him about my eyecandies etc. I even reenforced the idea that we can never work out, by telling him i used to like him a bit before, but now we're just girlfriends. He agreed with me and i thought that was all to it. Everything was resolved, and there won't be anymore awkward moments with each other. But after that, we still met up and he continued to do nice things for me. I was quite surprised at those nice gestures, and would quickly pull away from the situation if it was a blatant bf&gf gesture. Recently he texted me to ask if we would ever be anything more, and i told him no. After that, i could feel that he treated me differently. He felt more distant and cold. He was quite bad to me in my opinion, and i hated that. Like friends can still do nice things for each other? That was when i felt a bit abandoned. I'm not sure if i miss being treated nicely, or if i really like him anymore. cos nowadays i just crave for his attention. I know deep inside that this is bad and it does not mean that i like him, but i can't help but think of it as a what if thing. What if i do like him? After all, i have to admit that he really knows me very well. To the extent that i, myself would be quite shocked. What if i never meet anyone who knows me so well? I'm not even sure if i'll ever like someone, cos i have never liked someone that i can see myself with in the future. What should i do? should i just give it a go and go out with him, with the risk of losing this friendship? and even so, how do i even do it, after i told him no?