.....I don't kno what I'm doing. My sister told me this would help .... I doubt.... I was in a 14-15 year relationship with a girl I known since high school.. She was my everything. We were engaged for 3 years but... A week ago I found out she not only cheated on my with a girl, but she had a secret relationship for 2 years behind my back... I've been hurt and heartbroken... Yet I love her to death... I did everything for her.. Now I can't be friends because I love her too much to end what was practically a lifetime together just to be friends... My whole life was her and now it's gone. I want to kill myself but can't because of my beliefs.. I'm reminded constantly of not having her in my life anymore and I just wish she would want me back too... I'm miserable.... Sigh that's all I have. I don't kno how this will help ....but thank you for reading my story