I had a crush on a girl which i no longer have. The feelings i had for her have gone mainly due to her rejecting a kiss from me.
The trouble is that i've been sleeping with other women and when i'm doing it all i can think about is her, when the it's dark sometimes i swear i'm seeing her face when i'm doing it, it's driving me crazy.
Basically i want her but i'm not getting rejected again, i don't know what i can do so she'll want me back. I'm becoming bitter and pessimisstic and women and realtionships in general.