I have been with my GF almost 2 years... She is a sweet girl who I have loved with my heart. Because I have been hurt badly before my trust has been very gradual. I see she loves me back but there are times I appear to be the one that has the bigger love. We have not had sex because she believes in sex after marriage....Things really escalate between the two of us...we get naked and somewhere during the process she stops me and starts to feel very guilty. I work and she is a university student. Due to her school we are apart for 4 months, tho i visit her every 3-4 weeks and call her almost everyday. I absolutely hate her school because it breeds "whore" type of girls. She told me she is different and I believed her
To be honest I love her... but I have also cheated on her 3 times. I have sexual needs not being met and talking about it goes to the "sex after marriage speech". I need some help people....I m just thinking of coming in the open and allow her to find someone better. However, I still love her a lot and I want her in my life. May i have something helpful good people