Haven't talked to my ex in a month just called her... what now?

[nufc]

So 2 months ago I moved to another state to begin work. My ex and I tried but after a few weeks she ended things. I was overly emotional leading up to her breaking up I wasn't adapting and I was constantly being needly and jealous. After breaking up she still wanted to come visit me and kept calling me the first few days after so I thought she wanted to get back together when I suggested that she apologized and I got emotional again. She called/texted me a few more times and they were nice calls... the last one happened a month ago I was trying to hold off but I got weak and just called her. She was legitimately busy (friend flew in from out of town and I knew this) and they were prepping for a party (at costco) so after a few minutes she said she'd call me back tomorrow..

She seemed happy to hear me when she answered but sounded flustered.. I didn't say anything bad or emotional or jealous... but I feel weak for caving in... I still want her back and would transfer back to live near her again if she were open to it.

I kind of wanted to suggest flying back in a couple of weeks to see friends to see how she would react... how do I even respond tomorrow? I feel like I've already ****ed up.

[megvoh]

If you want to then do it, it's your life.
Be kind, nice and don't be emotional and state how you feel in not too wordy of a reply.
Leave it up to her after and if she doesn't reply let go, if she does and doesn't want the same, let go.