My love story (of you can even consider that) consists of two guy one is 20, the other 18, and I am 17. I met the 20 year old about nine months ago although I've know him for years just not in that way, we really started to talk this March of 2015. I had just came out of a dreadful situation with my Ex-best friend. I liked him but he didn't and justhe led me on and did other horrible things to the point I ended everything with him. So of course my heart was in pain and I needed support you know something that would help me heal and forget. This is when the 20 year old entered the picture let's call him Nick. So nick and I started talking and he was telling everyone(my sister's and his family) how he was going to marry me and stuff I was flattered but wasn't interested yet. So we kept it on trying to make plans to meet which always ended up being cancelled. The first time we were in each other company ended up being in late May. But even that wasn't like a date or anything it was his brother graduation party he just drove me there and I was basically hanging around other people while he hanged out with his group of boys. Anyways my sister was getting married this summer and he ended being one of the groomsmen and we had planned on being partners there. We continued talking but it started being me doing all the talking. I would always textra first and it got to the point where he started taking longer for him to answer which of course just pained me because I was attached. I thought we could be something like our families know each other his family love me and so does my family. Anyways at the wedding that's when I met the next guy which will be called junior. During the wedding rehearsal wemail weren't close at all although they did pair us to dance. He was actually becoming close friends with nick. The day for the wedding nick and I were not partners because I was a little taller than other girls so had to be in the back. Throughput the day even though we were close in distance he did not talk to me at all. He talked and smiled with everyone else except me. Which made me sad on my sister wedding. So that night of the wedding and even throughout the day I started getting closer to junior. We talked and dance laugh throughout the night it was just magical. This was what started our interactions. At the beginning I just wanted to be friends with him cause one I knew he was a player and might already have a girlfriend which was confirmed true afterwards and I already sort of kind of had Nick. Nick started being even more distant while I was becoming closer to juinior. I would go to junior house we would have fun (nothing sexual, his mom and my mom are best friends) and it was just amazing the time I spent with him. He starTed catching feelings and one day ended up confessing to me (although he had a girlfriend ) that he really liked me. It was on the night when nick ditched me after setting a date with me. He didn't even call me like I had to call him and ask where he was that's when he came with the excuse that he was tired and did something at work or whatever. But anyways that night I was mad and sad so had texted junior to cheer me up but he was busy so I fell asleep. When I woke up that's when I saway his reply and told him everything which led to the confession which led to me telling him that I was talking to Nick way before him and my feelings are confusing about both the was the first time we broke apart like didn't talk anymore. He accused me of leading him on and stuff like that but he forgot the fact that he lied to me about his girlfriend and I just couldn't trust me and he was the one mostly flirting I never sent a flirting emoji to him ever.

Anyways three months later I see junior again and we made up after he mom discovered that we weren't talking no more. That night we stayed on the phone for like 4 hours and then took the convo to text. He tried to make me believer he was a new person but I just couldn't trust hime and kind of still can't. That night I told him to tell me the truth about his girlfriend and he did and I told him how I really feel like I wanted him as a guy friend because I had stupid Nick that I was trying too hard for and he wasn't even paying me any attention. BUT anyways it seems like us being on good terms brought more complications because he didn't Like nick because he had somewhat betrayed him. Junior told me that he told nick about liking me and nick told him to go ahead and pursue me.I don't know whether to believe it or not but it's actually starting to click together. Anyways we had a lot of disagreement junior and I and the last one ended everything I had officially lost him and at the same time Nick had stopped talking to me. I don't know what to do like about junior I understand because I did something really bad. He was in a critical state at the hospital (I did not know it was critical, he posted a picture on snapchat and seemed totally fine to me thought it was some check ups and stuff) I didn't check up on him until later on the next day when it was way too late. I had sent him a long message explaining myself but I knew it was the end of everything. At the same time Nick led me on so bad only to stop talking to me. I'm suspecting him of having or liking someone else. Now I don't know what to do like it don't talk to neither of them. And right now things are clicking together that nick probably led me on tour take me away fromy junior. But then there's this other side to nick that makes it hard to believe, and I also talk to his sister and I think if he had something else going on she would tell me. But anyways I feel hurt,confuse,and think about lot. I don't know if I should talk to nick or try and fix things with Junior. I DON'T KNOW WHO I HAVE FEELINGS FOR. sorry this is so long Ito could have been longer I cut it a lot.