The first week of college I met this great guy Dave, and we quickly became very close. I would consider him my best friend and he does too. It was nothing romantic, even though he his one of the most beautiful guys I have ever seen. Anyway I recently broke up with my boyfriend so I have been spending a lot of time with Dave. He is currently in a long distance relationship with a girl he has been dating for 2 years. Last night Dave and I decided we wanted to watch the new movie Martian, so I invited him over he brought some beer and we just chilled and watched the movie. He didn't want to drive home which was fine because he was buzzed a little, so I said he could stay. Its just me in my dorm room, we have a suite but single rooms so I only have the one bed. Anyway I told him he could just sleep with me, that it would be fine. Anyway when he got into bed, he just had a pair of boxers on and he doesn't sleep in a shirt. I all the sudden got crazy attracted to him when I saw him. I tried to say to myself this is Dave, not some random guy. I tried to just go to sleep, but just couldn't stop thinking what it would be like to have sex with him. He fell asleep in like 10 mins, he was out cold. After about a half hour of not be able to focus on anything but him, I decided to give him head. He woke up and didn't really know what was going on at first. When he realized it was me, he said Rebecca no we shouldn't be doing this, but I didn't really stop and he didn't try to take it out. After about 10 mins he rolled me on my back and got on top of me and had sex with me. I have to say it was by far and away the best sex ive ever had. Ive never had an orgasm like that. When we were done, he said to me we should do that more often. I feel like I took advantage of him, almost like I raped him. I'm kinda confused as to whats next, it seems like it made us closer, but I don't want to just be the hookup girl now.