I'm 17 and in my last year of school. One of my best friends is 18 and has a 15 year old (very nearly 16) brother. He's only a year and a half younger than us and I've thought he was attractive for a few years but always tried to put it out of my mind because he's "too young" or just because he's (let's call her Sarah's) brother. The last few months sarah has had a couple house parties and her brother Ian and his friends have been there. He's a total flirt with all the girls (a 15 year old boy surrounded by older girls is always going to be I guess) and he always tries to annoy me in a jokey way. He does the same thing at school. I don't really know him that well, so sometimes I assume I'll just walk past him in the corridor, but he always says something. Him being annoying only makes me fancy him more?? Last party I was at with him I was really drunk and he taught me how to smoke weed. I couldn't look him in the eye the whole time because I just kept thinking how much I fancied him.
Anyways what the hell do I do? He's my friends little brother and she's the mum of the group. I can't tell her and things like this never just go away with me. Help!!