Hi I'm wondering if someone can help me out to understand my daughters mom. We split up over 20 years ago I never got a reason she just one morning decided to leave she was married a short time then moved out of state with a new boyfriend. She says all her relationships were physically abusive except with me. After a few weeks of talking recently one night she asks me to come over when I got there she was asleep not answering. Then I got her to go out one night. I leaned in to kiss her and she pulled away. I thought ok then. As I start backing up she grabbed me and kissed me. As we talked the next few weeks we flirted with each other alot she sent me pics of her in the bath one night we went out again and she got drunk as she drank she talked more and more about how perfect we were together that she had been missing me so much and even wanted me to move out of state with her. We parked and had sex in the mountains. It was great keep in mind I've been in love with her since we first met in high school. And she is more than aware of my feelings anyway the day after we had sex she starts telling me that it was a horrible mistake she wished none of that night ever happened. And that she didn't know what happened she was drunk. I never accept I was drunk for an answer. She starts telling me I have no feelings for you I don't love you if I ask her again what happened she won't talk to me again. She doesn't want to talk about it again. The only time we talked about it was when she said she wished it never happened going on a rant that made me feel like a real piece of cap for loving her. I really still love this girl to death I'd do anything to make her happy it seems like she gets off on my being upset. Can somebody please help me understand what is going on with this girl. Just an idea even