Hello everybody
First of all, sorry for my english and the mistake I can make, I'm French.
Then I need your help because I'm in a situation that makes me thinking and thinking and I cannot find an correct answer.
So here it is:
I know a man (he's my teacher) and I started to like him. I immedialy thought it was impossible and so I did not tell him my feelings.
But I think he knows, he may has noticed it in my behavior that changed when I started to feel in love.
And he started to look at me, little. But I notice he was nice with me, was listening to what I said and all of this stuff that show me interested in what I say and what I need. He was taking care of me too when I wasn't happy. Always checking if I laugh when he says something funny. Our looks could last for 4-5 seconds and we often looked at me. I could touch him on his shoulder and he didn't retreat.
His behavior changes, he was more nervous when I was next to him and when we were in group, he looked everybody but not me. One day he was just ignoring me in a group until another guy came and talked to me so my teacher stared at me and I did the same and then he looks down.
Another day, I think he he deliberately, pushed me gently.
One day, when he was speaking to another person, he started gazing at me for I don't know how much time but really a long time. And this "game" lasts I think 2 weeks minimum but I tend to say 1 month.
So I started to really fall in love and all his eyes contacts made me desire him.
One day I was with a friend of mine and another girl and my teacher was there but didn't see us and the girl started to say: "Oh the guy has hug her and it was so nice" so I replied "But it was the guy who wanted to do, NOT ME". Few seconds after, my teacher turns around, look at me, then at the guy, and at me again and says for me "Ah ok" and tells us "Good morning" then he walks away. Then he looks at me so frequently. But the same day, on the midtime, he stopped to look at me when I talked to him.
But now for about 1 week, he's like ignoring me at all. He don't look for me anymore. He does like if I don't exist. When I talk to him, he never looks at me but straight ahead in front of him. I think he's just abandoning me so I'm sad.
But even if he doesn't look at me, when we talk, he's so nice, and talks slowly and his body is I think like turning to me because one of his feet is pointing foward towards me.
So he's avoiding eye contact. When we are far away from each other, he doesn't look at me anymore and ignores me (before he was always looking at and for me).
I'm juste attracted by him. Why does he react like that ?