Not physically she claims...but they exchanged love messages. She says this is due to lack of my attention for the last few years. Like i should feel better now? I would rather that she slept with some good looking guy than this. She wants us to be together and rebuild lives but when i see these messages my world falls apart. We still live together as we have daughter and i am trying to forgive as she wants me so bad to stay family. Supposedly, it was a bad period of her life that ended. Since that moment i have obviously huge problem with trust and self confidence. I don't know how will i cope with that in future. I loved her for all 10 years without reserve. And she was very nice towards me. I still feel like watching someone else's life. Is it possible it was my wife? I am a wreck....