Hello everyone. I know, I should have posted it in teen section, but since I'm going to talk about man who is beyond his teens I hope I can post it here. Not only that, but I also need mature advice. Please.
I'm turning 16 (in 2 months).. I met guy online who is 24 years old (lets call him Dan), he is from another city but due to his work we were able to meet in real life. He is coming to my city almost every month. I'm really really into him.. and can't seem to stay away. He is smart, handsome and funny, basically type of the guy I like! I've never had much interest in guys who is around my age.. They just seem to be silly. I really wish we could be together with Dan, but he is not clear about our relatioship. He doesn't want to do anything sexual with me (which actually saddens me) we only did huggs and he let me sit on his lap also kisses my cheek sometimes. I asked him directly, if we have relationship and he said something like we do, but it's special.. I think he meant something like friendship and joked out of that talk. I feel like he is love of my life and want to be with him really bad, like my whole existance depending on it. But I think he doesn't take me seriously because of my age..
I live with my dad. Ofcourse he doesn't know about guy at all, he would be mad about any guy, if he knew about 24 years old guy he'd murder me prob. So I can't really share with him. My mom lives in another country and I never talk to her, so I can't ask for her advice also. I don't have real close friends, but girl at school who know about my situation said he prob have gf already or willing to find gf and wanish off my life, she said he just playing with me because if he wanted relationship with someone like me he would do romance. I don't want him to wanish.. He said, he might move to my city (for work..) I just wish I could be closer with him, I can't quite understand what's going on, I dont want to be played with, but.. without him I will be too depressed to do anything. We talk online everyday and play online game where we met almost year ago.
Please, help me understand if he just playing with my feelings or want to be with me? Also, I would like to know how I can prove him that I'm mature, because I want to be together with him and I'm afraid he could just find someone else.
Thanks in advance.