I had a passionate affair 2 years ago that lasted for a couple of months. My wife found out about it and I was forced to choose. For reasons more to do with the fallout I choose to stay with my wife. The relationship with the other woman still continued in secret for about 6 more months. It became virtually impossible to see each other and we haven't seeen each other or talked in several months. I just can't forget her. We clicked on so many levels. We just "got" each other. The sex was amazing, the best I have ever had. I wish I could see her again. Am i still in love with her? I'm so confused. I think about her all the time and what we had together. I just don't know what to do. My heart aches for her. I've been married over 20 years. I feel like the other woman is who I've waited for all my life. Anyone have advice?