So 3yrs ago I met this guy I really fell for , our relationship was very on/off due to him
I'm the type that doesn't love easily but when I do I wear my heart on my sleeve , he's not very forthcoming with feelings and all I got was I really really like you
I always found he would reel me in then once I got too close he pushed me away ...... after a while I got totally fed up of the pull/push , we had lots of fall out and I found once I backed away he'd come back
Anyway eventually he told me he dosnt feel like I do , we never spoke for about 5weeks , I got poorly ended up in hospital and out of the blue he messaged ..... that was almost a yr ago now we broke up and he contacts me every other week asking how I am or if he's had a few beers he wants to FaceTime me like we are best mates
He likes to talk about funny memories we've shared etc
Recently I've found out he's fallen for someone who is married , it's hurt me because how can he think the world of someone who is a cheat ?? Why wasn't I good enough ?? I had to tell him listen I don't get why you keep messaging me it's confusing me because I still care for you , just go be happy with your cheating girlfriend
Yet he still comes back messaging ?? Why is he doing this ..... I know I should ignore him but because I care about him I can't yet in the meantime it's breaking my heart ...... I don't get why he does this I've not seen him in over a year ..... please help