When things change

[Lei584]

As a friend it's a better choice, I did totally understand your points... yesterday my heart silently broke!! I never thought anyone could mean so much to me again, he knew that and said he still loves me! But love is loosing game! In this case anyway!
I would of gone to the ends of the earth for him and as love ain't got a switch right now I still would! But I think maybe he's getting attention else where (and I don't mean sleeping with people) I mean just attention in general!
I hope he just doesn't come across a girl who well takes advantage as that will hurt me more! But I can't say anything, as I took an ex back when we started to talk 18-19 months ago and that might be the problem MY MISTAKE not like I judged him or anything but I didn't think then he was into me like that and he well had his problems.. :-( I do wish talking to him and been open and totally honest would make a difference but I know it won't!!
And he's probably sat there waiting for me to crumble and call... I can't do that anymore.

[Hooo!]

so let me get this straight
you love him
he loves you
you believe him

and you break up with him because what exactly?

i just dont get it.
You would go to the end of the world for him
but what?

i really dont get it.
but whatever

[Lei584]

Going right bk to the beginning

He's in rehab and it's not advisable (lol) to get into any sort of relationship at this point of recovery.
I'm not wanting to be the cause of something or the blame for something going wrong!
Like I also said maybe his coldness is due to me been STUPID and getting back with my ex. Maybe I'm saying the wrong things I don't know. But what I do know is what's done is done! I have assured him if he needs me I will be there and I will every now and then remind him of that!!

I'm not gonna go run along and find the next man and if I'm a few months things change, well I will be the person I've always been.