a terrible revenge and regrets!!!

[jassi123]

i once wrote my story in previous forum.
there's something terrible that i did to take a revenge over the girl that dumped me because she found someone better than me. she was honest about everything and told me that i wasn't a right person. yes...she was right. but i didn't want her to leave me this way. it was her choice and i should hav let her gone. i decided to take a revenge on her by texting her EX FIANCÈ that dumped her due to some misunderstandings. i decided to do this right that day. i started off with some friendly convo and then ...told him that she cheated on me for some other guy. he replied in a friendly way and didn't care much about it. that was a vicious roumor and i regret doing this. i was in a post breakup trauma and had lost the control over myself. i didn't know that this would actually affect the status of my ex's family. i was way too stupid to know the consequences of this stupid act. my ex somehow came to know about this and texted me that how could i do this. i first off started abusing her to stop msging me. and later that day...i realized how phycho and asshole i was to do all this! i wrote an apology letter to her and told her how sorry i was for my kiddish and stupid act. i even msgd his ex fiance that what i told eariler was a mistake ashe still calls me and says that she wants to talk about this...but i reject her calls and msgs out of fear that she'll only make me feel guilty and i might just end up depressed. im just waiting for karma to bite me back. i daily pray to god to forgive me for what i did and pray for her family too. but i know that i can never be forgiven for what i did.
How do i get over this? I feel so guilty about all this!

[AdminOnline]

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