My boy and I have been dating (LDR) for a year. No labels but it was pretty serious. Recently, he was out traveling with friends for a month and we couldn't keep in contact that much. I didnt even get a special message whatsoever for my birthday and it bothered me a lot. It ended with me thinking that if he really cared, he'd make an effort and it slowly grew to me not caring anymore. Our convos were full of I love you, I miss you. Thats it. When he came back, I just didnt feel anything anymore. I was more confused than ever. I told him I love him but I didnt want him right now and I wanted my independence. So we ended things.
After 2 weeks, I realized that my independence wasnt worth anything without him but I was too late. He still loves me but he's in a bad place. He's bitter and he cant be with me right now. I begged him to stay but he didnt want to. I said Id give him time and id wait. He still says there's a chance he'd come back but we're not sure. I dont know what to do. He said he needed to stop talking with me for awhile. Ive always believed in love overcoming everything. I dont see the point of being miserable when you can just be together and be happy. I dont know what to do anymore. I dont regret getting that time away because I couldnt commit to him 100%. I knew I needed time away from him to think things through or else we wouldve just lied to ourselves. What do I do?