Originally Posted by
peace.fairy
But I think I will maybe wait a little more before having this conversation. And just see what he does.
And I also don't want to talk about that - it's really difficult for me to actually say all I really wanna say when it comes to these things. And I really enjoy spending time with him. Last weekend I spent two days at his place (for the first time this long) and we spent half the day playing xbox and he would kiss me after every time I lost:}
And I am just afraid if I push him it will scare him away, so I need to prepare not to seem pushy. He had some really bad experiences in the past and I think he's being very very careful and protective now.
But on the other hand I don't want to be treated as just a casual lover for fun for a couple of months. Need to find a middle :}
Thank you again. You really really helped me to put this all into perspective.