Girlfriend broke up , we still love each other , need some advice

[Levi821]

Hey,

So here's our relationship summed up a bit.
We have been together for a year and almost 3 months now. We broke up a few times there , but always ended up getting back together.

What bothers her I was in okay relations with my ex , as in friends. Now I told her once my ex tried to kiss me , but did not manage.

Then she started getting jealous about it. It got worse and worse. Then I was chatting with my ex at some point.

After I've told her I don't want to do anything with her , we're only friends. She said "I miss you" only that , to which I replied "I miss you too girl with the most beautiful eyes on the world".

Now you're probably confused why I said that to my ex , but I said it because she used to call me before "boy with the most beautiful eyes on the world" while we were together.

It really had no meaning when I said it , I just said it. My gf sneaked into messenger , saw the messages and stuff.


Point is my girlfriend lost my trust and it's been like that for like 8-10 months. It's been eating her , devastating her , she broke up a few times because of it.

This time she broke up saying I'm jealous too much , I just can't do it anymore. We break up , we get back together , break up and so on.


Now the hard thing is , I run track and so does she. We see each other every day. On that training session. And it's always like that.


We've seen each other few nights ago , to say the last words so to say. And we cried so much , both of us.
She knows I love her , and she loves me. We kissed so much as well. We just cried in a hug.

She knows I love her , but doesn't know if she's the ONLY ONE I want. And she truly is , I'd give the world to prove it.

Yesterday , we're walking home from training and she says: " Kiss your girlfriend" And I was confused , and I said "Girlfriend , really?" And she replied "Maybe.".

We went on home , and so on.

Today I told her in chat , I've got to tell you something , I miss you.
She says " Don't do this to us , don't torture us".

She is forcing herself to forget me and to not love me anymore.

She has said her herself.


Give me some advice what to do. Be there , or just stay away , which way will she realize that she cannot fight love. Because damn it I can't , I won't force myself to give her up. No matter how much it hurts me.

[Hooo!]

Well if you have told her all of this
Calmly open and without holding anything back
And she is still jealous: call her out on her bullshit.
What else are you supposed to do? Ban every female out of your life whom you have ever had anything with? Why if it’s just over?

If she doesn’t get that you can miss a person with whom you have shared good memories and still be in exclusive love with someone else then she has some growing up to do.