Thank you. You have made your points clear, and I see what you mean. I also have made my points clear. Only time can tell what will happen now. My vacation will be in July. If I'm not travelling to Kenya, I will try to arrange a video-call with her, so we can have "our talk" through a digital connection. I also want to let you guys know, that the whole thing about me and C not talking at all for months, was my own temporary wish, that I wanted her to accept until we would meet again. As we approach July, I will break the silence again, and I will see if we can get used to at least having a long distance friendship, if a relationship isn't going to be relevant by that time...
I think I will update this thread in about 2-3 months, and tell you guys what has happened so far