So I know this is not the most unusual situation.. But for me it is. I have never been THAT person, who just couldnt stop thinking about a certain person. And the butterflies. And the longing. And the .. You get the picture. But then I met this guy, not so long ago.. We've only seen eachother 3 times, and the third time was when it happened. I had just left his place..
And then it started. The butterflies, the longing, the all-consuming thoughts of him .. I feel like a bad rom movie. But I just feel so sick to my stomach because this is so intense.. We are still talking but its so awkward because I cant act normal around him because I want to .. Be all romantic with him, and you know.. Its been like this for a week. And the intensity is still insane. I know its not a long time, but my emotions are so fleeting and it usually passes quite quickly but not now. I feel like im going insane.
I feel like ive messed it up with me and him because I act so weird towards him.. But I figured it doesnt help to suppress my emotions.. So how do I deal with this? Its not going away, so what am i supposed to do with this insanity!??! Please help...