Hey guys, I need your help!
Back in march my boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me in a very cruel way. After the initial honeymoon phase it turned into a nightmare, a constant emotional rollercoaster. He abused me emotionally, manipulated me, cheated, projected his bad behavior onto me, lied, made me feel like I was the problem though I really did everything I possibly could to make him happy. After the break up it slowly dawned on me, that something was just awfully wrong. I started to do some research and after a while I was thinking more and more that my ex bf had at least strong narcissistic, toxic traits.
Only two weeks after he cut me out of his life like I've never existed, he got into a new relationship. Ever since he did a 180 degree turn, he's doing everything for this new person, he never did for me. He's posting so much cute stuff on social media with her and she's also head over heels for him. They are the perfect couple and they are soo happy, he never was so happy with me
I'm so devasted. Everyone tells me it's not real and that narcissists never really love someone and it's all just a show. But they're almost together for 3 months and they are still so in love and happy. My abuse already started after a month.
I blocked them both on all social media platforms but I can't help but stalk them through other pages. I know it's wrong and pityful and illegal and what not, but I just can't help it.
It's so destroying to see that he praises her so much more than he ever did me.