Asking myself

[Roar]

Heya everyone !

Hum i have a problem, to be short, i'm running for a girl since more one year. We are 16 and in the same classroom. I really love her, and i'm sure of that, i'm glad to give her, whatever the price, she takes all the place in my mind 24/24.
Buuuuuuut, she says "no", actually, we spend all our time together, we already kissed etc .. But she has been destroyed by a man before, and she doesn't really trust in love and mens anymore but my intentions are "good" and i showed it to her many times.
We are really opposite, we don't think the same things about a lot of stuck and we don't really like the same things, but in a way we really complete for oneself. Well, in case, i'm waiting for her since one year, she shows me attention but she's still saying no to me. And it's really unhealthy, a sick relationship. It's hard for me to spend time with her while i'm really glad to see her and to make her laugh. So i feel more n more bad, i do less tings, i want to work less etc .. So every week end i tell myself "dude stop that it's destroying you, get out" but .. Every monday i see her, cause we're in the same classroom and i can't resist to continue ..
So i don't know what i should do, i'm stuck in that vivious circle of love.

[Hooo!]

You do not love
You have a crush
And you may think she is the one
But that you will think about the next one too.

If she doesn’t want to **** then just be willing to walk away.
If you are not willing to walk away then how could you enter a relationship where both sides have the same value and importance.

Or let me rephrase this. Imagine she would get into a relationship with you right now. She would be able to walk away and imagine you would not be able too
This would be the relationship of a slave and a master