I'd like to share my story briefly.
Well, I am a middle age lady and I do struggle all my life with lack of trust of my loved one.
Every time I fell in love with a stranger, after he gained my heart and trust, I was cheated. One day I thought it was finally the right one to enter my life. On this basis, I got married, established a family, loved children followed, but again after a longer while it happened exactly as so many times before. The betrayal of the beloved person I sacrificed my life, had put all hope and dreams in his hands.. I've become one of the many divorced. This is a tremendous pain and disappointment, but nothing is the same as if someone is deluding you with emotions right from the start. My frustration, pain, disappointment and hopelessness have plagued me in the hands of the most repugnant rat of all. I was vulnerable, and immediately there was an uncharacteristic Turkish loving rat who abused my feelings and gave me hope, love, and healed my open wounds. Not long ago I found out that it was only a delusion and this rat did this all only and exclusively for his benefit, and I was only a means to satisfy his nasty pleasures and his chance to gain any financial benefits. I've described this story about two years ago at Broken Hearts forum.
http://www.loveforum.net/broken-hearts-forum/98935-aware-false-love.html?highlight=
and
http://www.loveforum.net/broken-hearts-forum/99481-ladies-especially-mid-age-please-aware-summer-cheater.html?highlight=
There was more of us that we had the same very negative experience with the same rat, but we thankfully all but one managed to deal with it, realized our failure and justified the once we harmed the most, our families. There is though one victim of the same false love rat who has not only been very naive to be deceived in emotions, flew to the rat in a way that gave him not only the satisfaction of his perverted appetites but also money and believed in his primitive vows of false love, but to make it not enough she found something worse, much worse.
This is also my description in my recent post:
http://www.loveforum.net/broken-hearts-forum/103404-ladies-especially-mid-age-pls-aware-summer-cheater-2-a.html?highlight=
This sick primitive has done so much, among other dirt, criminal acts of identity theft and backmailing of a victim's family for big cash, but in recent days even by spam attacks of the broken hearts forum to block access to his unfair and subtle practices. His latest false nick is bhebeqo and you can take a look at his activities apparently trying to cover up his ill and arrowhead actions.
Why can not people simply care about feelings and love as something rare, which is sacred? Love and emotions are fragile and their misuse for other purposes should be a crime.
Thank you lovebroken for your support. I really do love your motto