all right, i broke up with my girlfriend few months ago, when she was on vacation. we agreed to stay like best friends. when she came back we went out and kissed a lot but she tald me that i seemed bored, so i said her that we are not in relatonship. after that we had one more kissing, again i was saying that we were not in relationship.what an idiot. few days later one guy went out with her, but actually nothing happened. then me and my ex went out again and she tald me that she is having best time with me and that was the reason nothing happened with tht guy, also she tald me she cannoy live without me lol. i asked her to be eith me in relationship and she tald me that she cannot becouse of that guy. when i tried to kiss her she avoided it, but later she has kissed me. few days later she called me home for first time but we are teens so we were afraid to kiss becouse we thought someone would come. we are still messaging 24/7 just to let you guys know haha. one day when i arrived home from the club i asked her again to be in relationshipo with me but she said she needs a lot of thinking and she does not want to break up again. after my going to her home, my friend made a party at his home, and my ex got drunk there, and i stayed with her almost all the time of the party like an idiot. there we were kissig a lot, and even slept togheder(than she was sober but tald me a lot of nice things anyway) but when we were going homefrom party only kissed in cheek. several days later she called me out. she was talking me about guys trying to flirt with her, trying to make me jeleous i guess...anyway that was the day we had a best kissing hahahahah....but as usual, i said we were not in relationship...and when we were going home we kissed each other lips, i was going for a cheek but she wanted lips kiss...after that, 2 weeks ago before i went on vacation, we went out togheder and just kissed a few times without cuddling a lot. now i am on vacation and she often texts me telling that she is missing me...but i do not know how to feel she seems cold these days
i truly want to be with her but i do not know what to do i am confused...i know im an idiot but guys is there any advice what to do