Hello.
Greetings people! I'm 22 male Lebanon...lived abroad for most of my life, now I'm finishing up my last year in uni, in fact I graduate at the end of this month. Very nervous indeed, since an entire chapter in my life is coming to an end making way for something new.
I was on google and I typed love forum, and this place was on top of the list. So I joined.
But that just begs the question...why did I do a google search for love forum?
My story is simple: I'm just your normal kinda guy, but I've never actually been in a serious relationship before. To make a long story short, I've barely got to "first base". Yes, still a virgin. But that isn't an issue. My 'love CV' only has a couple of flings, and crushes that I never did anything about, since in high school I'd been the shy-guy.
Ultimately my dream has always been to find someone to have and to hold, and experience intimacy and compassion. I've never had that.
I have alot of anxiety inside of me, and I'm afraid. I have alot of regrets...
But my most recent heartbreak took place on new year's eve. I'll write about it in a more relevant thread. I could use your help and advice. That's why I joined this place.
Cheers. And God Bless.
You could be my unintended
choice to live my life extended
you could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one I'll always love
I will be there as soon as I can
but I'm still busy mending broken
pieces of the life I had before