omg!

[hallanole]

okay so i'm a total goober.

there is thins guy at my work who is HOT! he's seen me checking him out on many occasions and i have felt his eyes on me (don't know if he was checking me out for sure)

anywho, i talked to some of my friends here who know him trying to find out if he's single. which he is.

so i've come up with this little plot to somehow talk to him, by asking to borrow his lighter when on a smoke break.

so i haven't yet, either i've already lit and then he comes or i forget and lit up and there he is.

a friend of mine jenn was gonna intro us but it hasn't happened cause they aren't on email basis, just talk when they see each other.

well jenn made a joke "there he is" while we were downstairs at the security desk. then the security guards get involved.

today 1 says to me "there he is!" i go who where? find out he knows who i like. well now he said he can try to help out a bit. i have a feeling he's gonna totally embarass me. i just wanted someone to say hi this is my friend.... then i can try and strike up a conversation.

i so don't want to go outside for a break again. i'm paraniod! please someone tell me i'm okay! that it will be all okay!!!

[LightOn]

It's okay, and you're okay! Because you had subway!!

[hallanole]

mmm subway. i haven't had it in soooo long.

okay so i saw mr. hot today. but i haven't had a chance still to even utter a hi.

mr security guard left yesterday and gave me a smirk. it reminded me "i know something you don't know" then he hopped into his car. of course he so isn't in today and i'm dying. i just know he talked to mr hot when he came back in.

this is driving me insane! all i really wanted was someone to say hi, this is.... just to help me get to talking.

[MVPlaya]

ROFL.

The cigarette idea, from how you sound you're going to be so nervous he'll notice you are not there for the cigs. Strike a casual conversation, you're in the same company, compliment him on something. What do you mean "they're not on e-mail basis," if they talk then they are doing the most important thing. If you are this frightened about talking to him, because clearly one verbal slip up can cause him to kill you or to take a picture of you and put it on everymagazine with a headline warning men of STDs, then there is something else you can do. You can have your friend talk to him and when they're talking say hi to your friend and she can be like "Oh, Mr. Hot & Perfect & Needlessly placed on a pedestal, this is my friend Hallanole (you know, then one who's obviously been lusting after you)." You can than exchange a few friendly phrases and leave it at that. This way you're introduced, the ice is broken, and next time you guys meet you can just make a casual comment, and chat with him.

[hallanole]

oh thanks mv. you just made me laugh!


my only issue is i blush. i mean eight shades of red when i get embarrassed. i usually don't mind when it happens around people i know... but come on i ain't gonna be "hi....redd redder... fan face.

the other part is his eyes. they are breathtaken. i can't help but want to stare at him.

in reguards to my friend on email basis. she talks to him when she she's him. she's a married drop deap blonde bombshell. the only benefit of being around her for guys is that she is taken. if she wasn't i would so stay clear cause who would look at this pretty goth? lol

[Smile]

thats really funny i didn't know that girls did all this stuff with a plan to talk to guys (the cigarette idea)

ha.... fancy that

[hallanole]

i'm not your typical girl really. lol. but yes some of us here in boston do this. the idea came from a female friend of mine.

add to my omg!

i almost gave myself a heart attack.

this twin i was crushing on hard at school transfered then came back. then when i left for the night he was walking in for his next class he said "hey what's up"

wtf!!! now i have to get all confused in a matter of moments cause i have 2 crushes.... both are potental, but me lacking in the talking dept.

ahhhh!!!!

[MVPlaya]

pretty goth,

Look at it this way, if you don't learn to strike conversations with guys you'll always be blushing. So go out there and learn to control yourself. Btw., just because a guy says "What's up?" to you doesn't mean he has a crush on you, I say "What's up?" to lots of girls, m.o.f., I can be pretty damn flirtatious even when I have little interest in the chicks, so chill there. Be confident.

Smile,

Yes, women are people too.

[MVPlaya]

hallanole

If controlling yourself is so unbelievably hard that you are guaranteed to blush. You can try this, take 8 layers of make up and powder your face completely, this way, when you blush, he'll either not notice the difference or it won't be visible with make-up. Other than that, I guess going out there and talking to him as your usual self is your only option.

[hallanole]

it's not all guys i blush. just a guy that i think is hot and i haven't gotten to talking with him. after i'm fine unless teased about how much i blushed when i first meet them.

i wasn't saying he liked me. school boy knows i like him. i tried talking to him. we exchanged numbers in our cells. he told me his broke one night but we didn't get another chance to talk in class and after his bro and friends grabbed him. i wasn't gonna interfere so i walked away. then with him transferring i figured oh well.

i was just shocked cause he was saying hi to me. i was thrown off guard.