I know this wonderful boy who worked at a cyber cafe. He had 22 years and I 15 we talked for 3 months before we looked at each other and kissed. We then got together at his house everyday for the llast 2 weeks to talk and kiss. Yesterday I was asking him about his past loves and he said he only had 3 girlfriends. I told him that I only had 3 also but I had kissed 15 boys and he grew cold. I told him that I was being unfair to him about not wanting to have sex (im a virgin) and he told me that I cant buy a relationship with sex and that is not what hes after. He didnt talk to me the next day until night when he told me that he wanted us to break off for a week. He told me hes got lot of problems and that he needs some time away. I shouldnt have told him about my past but I didnt think hed be angry. He then told me that he loved me a lot and I started screaming at him oh god I even shouted that I wanted to hate him and that he should tell me something that will make me hate him. He then said that when I said that I wasnt being fair about sleeping with him part of him was happy and wanted me. But the other part knew that its was wrong and i didnt even wait for him to finish I slapped him and he walked away. I tried calling him but when he hears my voice he puts down the phone. I really love him, hes very kind and soft, talks about lots of things like life and religion and politics. I dont want to loose him. I have even tought of trying to kill myself and I just dont know what to do!