Originally Posted by
iamfeelingsad
hey, glad to hear from you. Hope everything is going well with you. Do you feel better now?
I feel somewhat better these days. I tried to keep myself very busy everyday. I start having depressing thoughts when I'm home by myself. Going to classes helped. There were several times I was attempted to call him just to...i dont know.. maybe to hear his voice, or to tell him he sucks....I dont know what I will say on the phone if I talk to him again. Anyway, I remembered your words "DO NOT CALL HIM UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE", so luckily I didnt do anything stupid to make myself look more pathetic. I was counting on calling him in January, but now more and more I feel like maybe it's a good idea to just let it go. I read too many sad stories about one person waited and waited with that slight hope of getting back while the other person is determined to move on or has already started new relationship. I dont know if I can deal with that if I called him and that's what's happening.