Need advice from understanding folks

[brkn dreamz]

you see I would but I feel that deserve it (even though it's not technically cheating) because he was hurt by this. Trust me. In my past relationships before, any of my bf's cheated on me or similar to that... I left them and that was that. I didn't want an explanation, nothing. This is different. I broke his heart first and he was mad all this time about it. No one should put up with it but I'm just asking how to deal with it. Cause i'm going through some mad anxiety problems

[NeoSeminole]

I still don't see what he did wrong? Maybe I'm missing something?

[brkn dreamz]

I still don't see what he did wrong? Maybe I'm missing something?

Jon talked to this girl that his cousin and the gf was trying to hook him up with and he lead this girl on, talked to her on the phone, picked her up, she kissed him and he claimed he did it all on revenge to get me back. Dispite what his intention were or what he said it was I'm still hurt that he did it. You might want to read previous posts to understand what the situation is.

[brkn dreamz]

Thanx for all the advice. I'm just going to let him go. I can't deal with it and even though it's the past he'll still lie about it when he said the truth about it like he forgot what he told me. It's been a tough 4 years but I've lost 27 lbs in the last 2 months ever since I started finding things out and I've been under a lot of stress. My health is more important to me at this point. I feel like I wasted my time on someone that didn't care for me for the past 8 months. Thanx again everyone.