HI everyone.
I know im a horrible horrible person but please dont judge me too much. I have my story to share...i just wanna let it out. LOL
I have a boyfriend who loves me to deth and does anything for me not asking a question.We've been together for 3yrs. The thing is he's always busy with his work. We see each other 40 minutes in the morning,when he picks me up and drives me to work...and we spend weekends together as well. I love him dearly but sometimes i feel sooooo lonely and bored so i started thinking of other guys...not like i was looking for some adventure...untill one day...
To be short...There's one guy at work,who's been trying to get me real hard!I told him that im in a relationship with somebody etc. It didnt stop him whatsoever. He would follow me up after work,just talking to me like a friend so i began to enjoy his company! I didnt feel like i was falling inlove or smth...i kinda liked him or whatever.LOL
We've been going out like that for a month. I mean we would go together to a coffee house after work...sit there kissing each other and stuff. That's all we've been doing so far.
One day after seeing him again i was about to take a bus when a girl jumped out of nowhere,literally grabbing my guts,screaming that THAT guy was her husband and that they have a 3 year old son together and that he's a drug addict etc etc. I was shocked of course and didnt know what to think. She warned me to stay away from him unless i wanna end up like her.
On the next day he didnt show up at work for unknown reason but he called me later that evening and i told him what had happened.He explained that it was his g/f and that they kinda broke up already but she wants him back. When i asked him why he didnt tell me that he has g/f and a kid he said that he was afraid to lose me. When i got really mad he asked me not to be angry cause we kinda in the same situation. Well,maybe...but i didnt lie about my status and he did!Therefore i stopped seeing him and he's going crazy now...calling me everyday,trying to catch me up after work and at work.
The thing is when i see him i really want him...i wanna back those sweet days at the coffee shop and even more...but my mind tells me that im at risk to lose a good,hard working guy(my present b/f) over a lying as**hole! Am i crazy?