Ever since i split with the ex some people would have read my story i just can't let her go but i know it will be better if i do.
Ive known her all my life we was really close before we got together not just mates but i guess it was more like family,but when she left me and did what she did lied and got with my best friend who i ahve known since i was about 8 and just lives round the corner i just cant get it out of my head.
She phoned me at the weekend i only answered because i didn't know the number but she said i still want to be best mates and all this rubbish.
I tryed not to let it get to me but over the past few days it as i really like someone else and i know i can move on,but i just can't get it out of my head.
Who was my best mate now with the women i have loved for years it really sucks and i can't do anything about it.
Loosing her makes me feel like ive lost something who was really special to me and it hurts alot!
Sorry for going on i just had to get all that out!