Ok, here's my story...
When I moved to London, about 2 months later I met a girl. We kicked things off real quick and became intimate within about 6 weeks. We did almost everything together. I was only 17 and she was 20 but we made the best couple I can think of.
Stupidly - about 10 months of dating her I wanted to have a bit of space. We saw eachother every day and she was one of these girls who was paranoid about her looks no matter how much you comforted her. Foolishly, I broke up with her.
Although we had a history, we still saw eachother near enough every day and we spoke on the phone an awful lot. It was just like dating, but not so intimate. We didn't kiss or anything like that so we were just like best friends. We were like this for a year and things were great...
But now she's met someone and I'm seething with jealousy. Well, I'm not sure if I'm jealous because I think I still love her. I can't stand the idea of her having someone else. Maybe I'm just being possessive or something?
She claims she still has feelings for me and she started dating this new guy to get over me. I've told her how I feel and she'd date me again but she doesn't want to just get rid of this other fellow for no reason. It's a little harsh to tell a guy to go away because something better has turned up, isn't it? She doesn't love him - or so she says.
I've been reading threads here and I guess the most obvious is to loose contact - but I can't. I tried today but she doesn't want to lose me again and to be honest I don't want to lose her either.
What should I do now? I stopped eating for 7 days. When I'm around her I feel so happy, she even managed to persuade me to eat something. I hurt so much when she talks to this new guy or whenever he texts her or she texts him. I'm now 19 and she's just turned 22.
I'm so puzzled as to what I should do. Any info would be great but remember - we don't want to lose contact at any costs.
Thanks guys