Hey everyone I have been lurking here for quite some time and I guess my first post will end up in this forum...lol.
Little background....
Met a girl seven months ago. I am 29 she is 25. We exchanged numbers and starting seeing each other. Things moved pretty quickly. Things have been good for the most part. No real drama... no games.
I have anxiety disorder and get very insecure. I knew this before I met her and tried to keep it from hurting her or our relationship. The tough part is that on some nights I can't help but get quiet and nervous around people. I started to see a therapist in October and think I am about to request medication.
Tough part is that I finally let her in to what is going on in my head. I told the way I feel and she backed away. This was Saturday.
I thought she was backing away because of these issues. After talking with her this morning she mentioned that she has been having doubts even before I opened up to her about my issues. She said she feels something is missing in the relationship and that she may not want to even be in a relationship. Of course this hurts...very badly.
The problem is that we have a lot of holiday plans coming up. She is having a New Years Eve Party at her house and invited my parents and friends. She wants to try and stay to gether until New Years then see what happens.
Our parents have not met. My parents are coming to the party to please me. I don't feel comfortable with our parents meeting if this is going to end right after that party. I am not even sure I can go through with everything.
I am upset and mostly venting but any advice or opinions are welcome.