Months go by and it still the same pretty much,kid myself that im ok or going to get better. Saw her (the ex) at a gig.. i was on form but she was just cold to me, shes got him now so why would she care.Sitting indoors on my own,ill, waiting for valentines day to smack me about and then its my birthday.
He's not her type but then what do i know.. he has more xperience?,hes more together? makes her feel 'grown up' and 'sexy' blah blah blah. So much for falling in love ,thinking you found the 'one'. Im a great guy but thats not enough to keep me going,it isnt fair and it aint right but thats life. Life, well ill see whats got to be done after my birthday. This is me venting but if anyone reads this can i ask you "what happens if you never let go?"