i am so done with you..dont even bother trying to talk to me again..this is the shit i'm getting because of you.
spotrzacky15121x (2:25:11 PM): SLUT
Auto response from cRaZyNsHoRt07 (2:25:11 PM): eh..work
Ann,
I'm so wrong for the e-mail I just wrote to you. We are both mad and frustrated. I truly did not turn anyone against you. At least purposefully. I never meant to hurt your feelings. You know I never wanted that. You know I could never not talk to you again. Everything that has been going on has made us so angry and we are acting and saying things in anger. We shouldn't do that. So for what its worth, I'm sorry.
I hurt your feelings unintentionally and I said things out of anger. This is me apologising to you for acting out of anger when I should never have. I want to be on good terms with you and I want be your friend someday. No matter how much you have hurt me I still care about you and want to be your friend. In time.
Yes you hurt me too. You hurt my feelings and made me angry and I was disgusted you would do things like that to me. But I realize that you didn't do it on purpose. I was angry and I still have my moments. I will never hate you. I always told you that. I'm sorry for saying horrible things that made you cry. I'm sorry for everything I have done to hurt you. It was never my intention. Anger can't control us if we don't let it. And I refuse to let it anymore.
Even though I think what you and Nathan are doing to me is wrong, I still care about both of you. I WANT so bad to be on good terms with both of you. I can handle you not loving me..... But I can't handle you hating me. I do feel what you have done is wrong and it was low. And I also understand that you both somehow don't see it as being wrong either. And also I am not in your position so I cannot fully understand what your feeling or thinking. I don't expect either of you to understand what I am going through either.
I'm sorry if you think I am blowing this out of proportion, but I hope you can come to terms with the fact that I truly believe this as "wrong". That is why. And I am trying my best to come to terms with the fact that this isn't "wrong" to you. We HAVE to get past this both ways. The only way to do that is for both of us to forgive each other. We can't stay angry at each other forever! I'm trying not to expect forgiveness back because I would be a fool to, but I can't help but hope you will accept my apology.
The point is, you never meant to hurt me. I never meant to hurt you. Let us end this in a clean way. Please.
Even though this is incredibIey hard for me....I forgive you. And someday, we will be past this and look back and laugh.
No Byes. Cya Ann.
Zach.
PS- Unfortunately I still have to cut contact with both of you because I am still not fully over you. Its the truth
PSS- I think.... I am starting to believe in God again. Im going to church now! I just thought you might want to know that. Maybe? Cya!