i split up with my BF a few days back and its been hell without him
it was going really perfect and although we have a few dissagreements here n there .. things were cool (been together just under 2 years)
he was over my place telling me how wonderful i am and how much he loves me and is gonna stand by me 4eva n he was hugging me and kissing me and generally being all over me.
the next day we had a smal row which turned big coz i didnt jsut shut up and i kept on and on at him when i shoulda shut up. he flipped... the arguemt got bigger .. i went hysterical crying and screaming and trying to stop him from leaving when we wanted to go and then stood in front of his car to try and stop him from driving home and he crashed into a tree.
next day he said that we are over and he doesnt want any contact and to leave him alone coz im a psyco and i need councelling for that hysterical needy behaviour.
i want him back so much and i miss him so much but i havent contacted him since the day after the row... its been over 36 hours now and i havent contacted him at all and he hasnt contacted me. i havent slept or eatne properly since he left.
what do u think is the best way forward from here... shall i give it some more no contact and make him miss me. ive tried all the sorry and telling him i love him and want him back but it didnt work so im scared of keep pushing at that in case i push him away.,
i know he lovs me still but i think i have just scared him big time. he seems pretty adamant that he doesnt want me... but i really dont want to lose him and throw the whole relationship in the bin .. especially as he been like a father to my 3 year old daughter (he is only 20 by the way and im 24)
PLEASE HELP