Ok here's my dilemma.
About six years ago i started fall into depression and have had it for about six years. I am pulling myself together finally (and without the use of prescription drugs which i'm kind of proud of). I'm almost out of it completely (the general trend is upwards for the past couple of months).
My problem is this. Sometimes when i chat with my girlfriend we talk about things we did as teenagers - however i don't really have much to say since most of what i did back then was just try make through each day without harming myself and other ugly stuff like that.
Sometimes I think it'd make things easier for me if I shared this with her but at the same time i'm thinking that that would paint me as some pathetic loser who just can't deal with life - hey, in part it's true i guess. The thing is i can't every discuss things like this with my parents because they'd just rather pretend it never happened or get extremely emotional and just can't talk about it.
I have by and large resolved most of the issues that caused this but it'd be nice to know that at least one person could know the entire truth about me and still be there for me even at my worst.
I really don't know - does anyone have any experiences or useful advice on this