Is he playin me?

[LiL99]

How do I know when a guy is playin me?

Me bein an insecure inexperienced 16 year old lil girl, i feel like the easiest target ever. And I'm not ugly. I'm in fact very attractive...one of the hottest girls alive..(Or so ive been told.. more than once)...How do I know if a guy just wants to sleep with me or....if he really IS interested in me?
You see, I met someone on my trip to london im now back in germany... e exchanged msn ids and we gave each others numbers..he never lets me call him..(like i wud hes in friggin england haha) so he calls me everyday..seriously..everyday..and..uhm..we talk for what wud be 15 to 30 mins.... He is a bit too old for me ( too old..not a bit) but he ses hes got feelings for me, he ses he loves me and bla bla bla...I like him mayb a bit too much but i dont want to let myself like him more coz it wud be naive and stupid and ..well, yeah..dangerous.
I mean, why doesnt he just go look for a girl his age? in his country? are they too smart for him and pick up on his lies just by lookin at him? hello there must certainly be a language barrier between us...i mean english is not my first language.....uh yeh..whatever anyway..
I really dont want to believe him and I would love to just be able to stop seein him and talkin to him but i somehow just dont want to.
I mean..we girls are soooo used to bein hurt and abused, until we sumtimes just jump the gun and end up losin the right one.
I'm so confused.
btw I dont really think the age is a problem...mayb mine but not his i mean...my mother..she married at the age of 17 with my father who was 37 at the time..they lived together and were very happy..obviously there were sumtimes when ..they cudnt understand eachother but...that was it...they wud still be together...my dad died 3 years ago..cancer...it broke my heart and since then im not like i used to be i sumhow grew up mentally.....that also makes me abit vulnerable..since im always lookin for that protection in men...it makes it even easier for men to play me...i never been played coz i never let them to get even close to me...i think i scare guys away...i dont do it..like..conciously..but sumhow they just .STAY AWAY...as if i had " Talk to me and i kill u " written on my forehead ...uhmmm..yeh...
anyway...all i want is..a bit of encouragement..to keep this guy away coz hes gettin too close to me..but i cant push him away... im too weak..

so basically..just tell me this guy is a jerk and just wants to f*ck me..thnx

[Illusional]

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