Here I am!

[Harro]

So my name is Harrison, I'm 18 and I live in Tampa Florida and life has been pretty bad. Uhh went from having normal life to it changing fast!! Sister turned into a whore and got kicked out, dad developed a blood disorder where he almost lost his legs or died, found out its genetic and I could very well have it, mom passed away brother started hating me lost my gf.. Living at home alone just about because my dad works and is out starting his new love life. I started my own and tried to make it work with all the crap I have going on. 8 months later my grandmother hd a bad stroke and I decided to be a good person which nobody else in my family wanted to do and that only made my love life worse it seems. Yesterday was me and my gf's 9 month.. She has changed a lot but still it feels like she has some things she can't change. She lies to me all the time. Kissed some guy when we first started dating and never told me about untill later. And can't stop talking on the internet with all her guy friends. I hate it.. Myspace and her equals me pissed off. She posts shit about how she wants to webcam or how she is lonely and all that stuf. Ughhhhhh help?

[Harro]

Well when its good with me and my girlfriend its AMAZING! But we spend all the free time we can with one another. We are both changing for the better every day, but sometimes I run into problems that I don't think I can get through by myself since I have not been in certain situations before. The reason I dont want to move out and start my own life is because my dad has a pretty big business and after I get my business degree it will all be mine, I am well off now working and going to school but after I get out of college I will have a pretty decent life just handed to me. I am the only child that has an interest in my dads business or business at all for that matter so when the time comes it will be mine, I am looking forward to that but it does not keep me from having the motivation to go to college and all. My girlfriend was there for me when my mother passed away about one year ago and when my brother and sister both left the house so I felt alone and I hope the reason im in love with her is actually because I LOVE her as a person and how she makes me feel, and not because she is a crutch for when I was left alone.