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    Long-term relationship VS the recent sparks of infatuation

    Hello everyone,

    First of all thank you for reading... I'm writing because I could use some advice... I've been in a relationship for about 2 years and I am having doubts about my own feelings... I'll try to be as concise and clear as possible...

    I met my actual bf at work... At that time I was just getting out from a very difficult relationship and didn't want to have a bf at all... But we kept being friends, he was very patient with me and after several months we started our relationship.

    It has been a great relationship, we have been very happy. He is the ideal man for me in many ways, I love his feelings and admire him a lot. We always have a great time together and I love spending time with him. He trusts me completely and I do trust him back. As with any relationship, we've had our ups and downs, but we have been able to sort things out... We have already talked about getting married and each of us has started saving money and all of that.

    However there are two things I am confused about: I've never had sex and I haven't had sex with him... I feel bad because I think I haven't been able to open up to him at that level, he has been very patient with me but I don't know what's wrong with me... Truth is, I'm scared and hence I just don't feel like doing it.

    The other thing I'm confused about is my feelings... My work involves a lot of traveling and I have a friend I feel attracted to... Something like that has never happened to me while being with my actual bf. It all started when my friend helped me during seriously rough times while I was away and a more close friendship developed. Some months later my friend confessed he was in love with me. I told him I was not available. However, feelings started to develop and sometimes I find myself thinking about and missing my friend, and that makes me feel so bad and so ashamed I have never cheated on my bf and do not intend to do so... I think the thing with my friend is infatuation and I do wanna fight for what I have with my bf. But I wish I could know why am I feeling like this.

    I do love my bf, but perhaps our relationship has cooled down to a friendship... I want to make things work but I am afraid to tell him what's happening to me, because he would be very hurt and even if I asked him for some time to clear my mind, I think I would lose him forever...

    I would like to know, has something like this ever happened to you? If so, what did you do?
    Any advice will be greatly appreciated

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    I think having crushes on other people when you are in a longer-term relationship is pretty normal. A brand new pair of shoes is always more exciting than the old ones you have in your closet, even if the old ones are in perfect condition. the fact that your friend expressed interest in you is naturally going to pique your interest even further.

    I don't suggest you tell your boyfriend about this crush if you want to keep him, and I think it is okay to have a crush so long as you don't act on it. If you are worried about your resolve to not act on it, then stay away from the "friend".
    Relax... I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts - can you show me where it hurts?

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    If you love your bf try and stay in group setting with your friend. cheating is the worst possibly thing you can do to your bf that you love very much.

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    I think you should try to spend some time away from the new guy and see if your feelings remain or if they fade. He might just be a distraction from whatever anxiety you have about your current boyfriend. I do think that you're trying to tell yourself something. Maybe you don't really want to commit to your bf and you're looking for a way out.

    What is it about sex that scares you? Is it just the physical act? Is it what it means to the both of you? Does it seem too intimate, or too permanent?
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    Quote Originally Posted by vashti View Post
    I think having crushes on other people when you are in a longer-term relationship is pretty normal. A brand new pair of shoes is always more exciting than the old ones you have in your closet, even if the old ones are in perfect condition. the fact that your friend expressed interest in you is naturally going to pique your interest even further.

    I don't suggest you tell your boyfriend about this crush if you want to keep him, and I think it is okay to have a crush so long as you don't act on it. If you are worried about your resolve to not act on it, then stay away from the "friend".
    Thank you Vashti, and yes my resolve on not acting on the attraction for the new guy is absolute. However, I'll try to analize if there's something wrong in me or my relationship and then try to fix it, because this really sucks

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    If you love your bf try and stay in group setting with your friend. cheating is the worst possibly thing you can do to your bf that you love very much.
    Sami09 thanks for your input, yes I do agree with you. I won't cheat on my bf, we promised each other we would always be honest to each other so before being involved with someone else, I would end my current relationship. However, my intention is to fight and fix things with my current bf and to find the root of my insecurities.

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    I think you should try to spend some time away from the new guy and see if your feelings remain or if they fade. He might just be a distraction from whatever anxiety you have about your current boyfriend. I do think that you're trying to tell yourself something. Maybe you don't really want to commit to your bf and you're looking for a way out.

    What is it about sex that scares you? Is it just the physical act? Is it what it means to the both of you? Does it seem too intimate, or too permanent?
    Thanks for you answer Gigabitch, I really appreciate it. I've found that when I'm away from m friend the feelings tend to fade, but when I'm close I feel them intensely. I agree with you, I think this is happening because there are things I have to fix in my current relationship. I think that one problem is that the chemistry has diminished over the time, sometimes we seem more like associates and that scares me... Being away so much is also another thing that isn't helping

    About sex, I think is the physical act is what scares the hell out of me I'm afraid It'll hurt. To tell you the truth, I had an experience once with an ex, where we tried to have sex but never could because it hurt like hell and I just couldn't You know that has scared me for quite a while... I also feel scared because you know in the movies and everywhere they say it's impossible to have a relationship for so long without sex so I feel like an alien and I feel bad towards my bf and I don't know what to do Sometimes I think it'd be understandable if I was 18 o something but I'm in my mid-twenties and I'm scared and I feel so stupid Any advice?

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    While we can gleam little bits of wisdom from modern Hollywood, that's probably where it stops. If this guy has been with you for two years without sex, then it's probably safe to say he's in it for more. As for the lack of sex... if it's the pain thing... KY should help... but does you're current bf know this stuff? I'm sure he's more than more willing to help you work through that kind of thing.

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    Quote Originally Posted by vashti View Post
    I think having crushes on other people when you are in a longer-term relationship is pretty normal. A brand new pair of shoes is always more exciting than the old ones you have in your closet, even if the old ones are in perfect condition. the fact that your friend expressed interest in you is naturally going to pique your interest even further.

    I don't suggest you tell your boyfriend about this crush if you want to keep him, and I think it is okay to have a crush so long as you don't act on it. If you are worried about your resolve to not act on it, then stay away from the "friend".
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    Well, the sex advice I have for you is to try to be as comfortable as possible with your own body. I imagine you have a great deal of body-anxiety that causes you to have pain during attempted intercourse, whether psychosomatic pain, pain caused by complete lack of natural lubrication, or whatever.

    Unless there's actually a physical, medical explanation for this, which I would think you'd know about by now, it's all in your head. I'm not being dismissive by saying that- your head can really mess things up for your body.

    I think the first step is to gauge how much of the problem is your own relationship to your body.
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    Quote Originally Posted by someone562 View Post
    I think that one problem is that the chemistry has diminished over the time, sometimes we seem more like associates and that scares me.
    What makes a romantic relationship with a guy different from a non-romantic relationship with a guy?

    The biggest thing would be physical intimacy.

    While emotional intimacy is extremely important, lets be real, you can be emotionally intimate with somebody without having any interest in physical intimacy.

    But that doesn't even have to mean intercourse. My girlfriend hasn't even touched my dick yet, however we still manage to be extremely intimate.

    Do you guys do anything beyond kissing and hugging?

    Details my friend.

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    Regarding the physical pain during sex: did you actually attempt intercourse, and were unable to insert? Did your hymen break? (There would have been bleeding.) Some women have thicker-than-average hymens which need to be broken by a physician to allow for normal intercourse.
    Relax... I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts - can you show me where it hurts?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Ath View Post
    While we can gleam little bits of wisdom from modern Hollywood, that's probably where it stops. If this guy has been with you for two years without sex, then it's probably safe to say he's in it for more. As for the lack of sex... if it's the pain thing... KY should help... but does you're current bf know this stuff? I'm sure he's more than more willing to help you work through that kind of thing.

    I really should leave advice to professionals

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    Ath, thanks for you response. Yes, my boyfriend does know about this stuff but he kind of tells me "don't worry girl let's do it", I mean he thinks it's very easy for me and -really- it's not

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    Quote Originally Posted by Gigabitch View Post
    Well, the sex advice I have for you is to try to be as comfortable as possible with your own body. I imagine you have a great deal of body-anxiety that causes you to have pain during attempted intercourse, whether psychosomatic pain, pain caused by complete lack of natural lubrication, or whatever.

    Unless there's actually a physical, medical explanation for this, which I would think you'd know about by now, it's all in your head. I'm not being dismissive by saying that- your head can really mess things up for your body.

    I think the first step is to gauge how much of the problem is your own relationship to your body.
    Thanks for your response GigaBitch... Well, I am in fact confortable with my own body, but yes I do get very nervous. I think I shoud go see a specialist to discard the possibility of this being physical... And I agree with you, our head is sooo powerful, if I can't find peace of mind, I now I won't be able to open up my heart, spirit and body to anyone. That's why I'm trying to find the cause...

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    Quote Originally Posted by Frasbee View Post
    What makes a romantic relationship with a guy different from a non-romantic relationship with a guy?

    The biggest thing would be physical intimacy.

    While emotional intimacy is extremely important, lets be real, you can be emotionally intimate with somebody without having any interest in physical intimacy.

    But that doesn't even have to mean intercourse. My girlfriend hasn't even touched my dick yet, however we still manage to be extremely intimate.

    Do you guys do anything beyond kissing and hugging?

    Details my friend.
    Thanks for your responde Frasbee... Well I really would like to know, how'd you describe being intimate with someone without having sex?

    Yes we have done things beyond hugging and kissing, like oral sex. But lately I haven't felt desire and that scares me...

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