My heart aches to hold you in my arms.... to feel your heart beat along with mine. I want to feel your gentle breath on my skin, and to feel your lips touch against mine...
Everyday my mind can't stop thinking about you... your long brown hair.... your eyes to match... your cute button nose... it drives me mad....
I wish i could tell you how i love you... how my heart beats at your every word. I want to hold you in my arms, as we look up towards the night sky.
Your friends tell me you like me, and I'm #1 on your myspace... if thats really a goal to be proud of. They all point to yes... but you feel as you say no...
I can't feel any emotion from you. Sure your happy, and gleeful, but i can't feel your love towards me. Because of this, i can't open up, no matter how much i wish...
We'll make plans for the night, a special little time to have. But then you'll invite another guy, a few more girls friends along.
Do you fear the next step as much as i do? Are you nervous to take it? Or are you trying to prevent it without being mean?
If you really are just trying to prevent it with hurting me, then you have far from succeded.
It hurts to know i can't get close, with all of the others around.
I fear taking the next step as well. I fear I will try to push it farther, and fail and lose everything. I don't want to gamble your love...
What if i come out and you say no? everything will be destroyed...
I long to hold you in a moment of love... a moment where we can truley be connected...
I don't care about any of your health issues, as serious as they may be. I can look past them
and see straight into you. I want to help you, even if it meant giving a peice of myself to you.
Your beauty is overwelming, and you are more than i could ever ask for. I want us to be together, but i fear breaking us apart.
I need you to take the first step... to take the courage to show me your love... you disguise it so well im not even sure its there....
Once I see, I'll become all yours, your every wish at your command. I'll sweep you into my arms, and love you till time itself stops...
I just need to know you care....