BRIEFLY....
i'm in love with a guy from over 6 months ago and i don't mean i love him i mean i'm IN love with him and well clearly the feelings aren't reciprocated PLUS i'm long distance from him right now.
I'm seeing a new guy and he's really getting serious already, says he goes into a relationship w/ hopes of being w/ someone forever, fair enough.
PROBLEM: if i ever heard from this ex lover again i would pack up all my shit and go wherever and never be heard of again.
I can tell this new guy isn't doing that for me, making me feel that way and i don't think he will at that same level.
I don't think i can be w/ someone again unless they match that feeling from before or go beyond it cos that's the only time i've ever felt that.