Help please...

[Kiechi]

Hi people,

Im i need of desperate help. I dont know why, but this feeling in my chest and this ongoing tense worried feeling is getting to me. Im not very emotional open person but, for some reason this situation has really got to me. Ive think i kinda just lost a good friend, and i dont know why. Dispite the amount of time ive known her, i see her as a close friend, i know it isnt the same with her but i feel bad inside, and the thing is i do anything to becomes friends again with her. I said some stupid things, things i shouldnt of said, so if your reading now, all i would like to say is.... Sorry. Hmmm *shrugs* may not mean much to you... but i hope it makes things between us a little bit better.

and if i never get the chance to talk to you again, i thought i should just leave a few words... here are a few lyrics from a song... that I... i keep very close to me... haha stupid emotions...

'Season changing
Another year goes by too slow
Blurry memories
Must be getting old
Too much pot and heroine
Too much crack and coke
I am waiting devastating oh

Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all
Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all

Take a pink one
Pick a red one Sir Devil
Give me a reason
To be standing tall
Could you wake me form misery
Don't wanna be alone
Walls are closing I am floating oh

Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all
Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all

Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all
Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all'

[inkystink]

Tense huh? Sexual activity should relieve that. Maybe you should go out and move on and not post lyrics on the forum. Very tacky....... if this person is really a friend then you shouldn't worry about it and next time think before you speak.

[Kiechi]

Inkystink you stink big time.

[Clifton]

Kiechi actually hes right.. its just a friend, if your friends shrug you off, they were never friends in the first place. No reason to worry about it- its not like you guys were in a relationship. I think your reading too much into it, she probly doesnt even care lol

[Clifton]

And he wasnt talking about having sex to deal with the problem, you said you were tense, you probly do need to get laid.

[Kiechi]

WTF how the **** does sex come into this?