hmmthanks. He is very persausive and articulate so its very easy for me to believe that I am always the wrong one. All he has against me now is that I am stupid for living in a big city and trying to find the good in people and that I must not love him if I choose to live so far away. I just moved here so I have NO friends to speak with about it and the friends I had back in the extremely small town I came from were hardly friends, just backstabbers and users that amused my time. What Im trying to say is I needed someone to support me so thanks ^_^