Theres a HUGE part of me thats relieved he wants out, please dont get me wrong. I felt as though with EVERYTHING thats been going on his life it was best thing for him. He dropped out of HS, hopefully he passed the GED. But he's not self sufficient at this point. There are plenty of times Kyle expresses his proudness of being part of the Military too. He's very conflicted.
IF he could make it on his very own up there, GREAT! But Ive told him he HAS to have a roommate even if stayed here he'd have to one. He's got 500 dollars going out in car stuff alone. His current job also gives him the shaft on his schedule, one week he's scheduled 40 hrs, the next week its 5. He's fed up with that too.
Id rather see Kyle working full time in something and go to school for something, he does and wants to be a firefighter. We'll see.
Im just so apprehensive to even call my parents to shoot the shit in fear we'll fight. Today I started my job with my husband and I dont feel I can call them and be happy because they dont agree with my decision to do that either. Too much bs.