So this is my story...
About a year ago I started to like one girl from my class and it has developed into a really strong crush. However, I have never given a sign of it and I think I never really expected my love to be answered. And I don't think I even wanted to, it was like beautiful dream, I thought of her all time.
Some time ago we started to chat on ICQ a little. In the school we still ignored one another and even on chat I didn"t give away the smallest sign of my feelings but I enjoyed being in touch with her.
But everything nice ends. A three days ago, we had a little celebration with my friends and I got drunk rather heavily. And while I was drunk I have told EVERYONE around that I crazily love that girl, that I want to **** her and all the things that I would NEVER EVER tell in sober state. (I forgot to mention that I am rather ugly and not at all so nasty.)
Of course it is now widely known and everybody makes fun of me, but what it worse, of her. They won't give her a breath! Now she acts really really cold to me and I am afraid that things will never be at least like they were.
Do you think that there is some way to undo the damage done? In 1 month our pathes get split as we go each one to different university. I would like to close this chapter of my life in good way.
Please some advices.